Complete

Complete trust. Complete love. Complete? I have never felt completely about anything. Especially when it comes to men. You stood the test of time. You were oh sooo patient. Sending me reminders every now and then saying "hey, i'm still here". You proved to me by your actions that you were being sincere. Not another fly by night man looking for his next "meal". Me being the stubborn girl that I am. I was searching for something that was in front of me all along. Realizing what I had missed out on, too little to late.

But was it? I took it as God's lesson for me not to judge a book by its cover, a lost opportunity; one of my very first regrets. Because lord knows I've made my mistakes when it comes to choosing men. I prayed for him to bring me a good, family man. I waited, then dated, and waited again. This "missed opportunity" you took it as your last and only chance for a possibility. All it took was a tiny bit of faith. I went along with it even though I had my doubts.

Till this day you have proven me wrong on any past idea I've had about men and relationships. You show me that there are still good, wholesome men in this world. You've taught me that there is such a thing as unconditional love and acceptance. Our bond and love only get deeper with time. Don't get it twisted.This is no honeymoon. We fight. We argue. We disagree. But we realize when we are wrong and we correct it. And we move forward. We dont look back. We don't harbor on it. We don't let it poison us. We remember the good times and the bad to remind us how far we have come. And how much more we have to grow. We have reaped what we've sown. I never imagined a day like this. To where I could give myself completely to someone and they could do the same and not only was it appreciated. It was praised. I guess its the way we were raised.

We learn from each other. We praise each other. We love each other.

In the end that's all that matters. Let's forget the color of our skin, or the situation that were currently in, because people always have an opinion and have an issue with it. And it's rarely ever positive. People are so quick to enter doubt into our minds. And some of us feed into it. And some of us don't. Because this time. Because THIS time. I know it's different. There is no doubt in my mind that it's different. And nobody has to see it. As long as you and I see it. Nobody has to believe in us. It doesn't matter. As long as WE believe in us that is all that matters. Because no one will make or break our relationship, unless we ALLOW them to. The negativity goes in one ear and out of the other. These are people who don't know anything about us. They really don't know any better and think they are doing a service to us.

No matter what is said or done, we come out stronger every time. We not only prove them wrong, if we doubt ourselves we prove us wrong as well.

I pray that if it's meant to be, it will be. I hope it is. Cuz I really can't imagine life without you in it.